i will not complain anymore to anybody because this was a choice, despite the best of advices and persuading i continued. and time and again i was let down and disappointed, but each time i decided to trust and put my faith in you once more. today was the straw that finally broke the camel's back, you abandoned me without warning and with the feeblest of apologies; yet later on you acted super chummy and made it seem like i was petty.

i am tired of this two-faced hypocrisy. and the worst part is the fact i even consider forgiving and putting this behind again, because of how much shit i am used to putting up with you. but in another context, from another person - i would have left long ago! so it is time to stop taking shit from you too. and i think back and we have some good fun times, but many more lousy ones; and there were two weeks recently where i did not see you at all and come to think of it they were peaceful and absolutely happy.

goodbye. we might be friends next time, we might not, but for now i am not going to try.